Paris Hilton was engaged to Tommy Hillfiger model Jason Shaw from mid-2002 to early 2003, and from the documents on the ParisExposed site it seems like they were dating since mid 2001. (Paris might just have some of his earlier writing, and may not have known him at that point, it’s hard to tell.) In fact this might have been the guy whose baby she miscarried/aborted in March, 2003, and it may have hastened the end of their relationship.

There are tons of love letters from Jason to Paris on the ParisExposed site, and I can publish them if you guys want, but I figure he’s not really a public figure like Nick Carter and it might not be fair to post all his personal shit. He was really crazy about Paris and goes on about how much he loves and misses her. He comes off a bit cloying in his extensive letters to her, but as you can see from this little love book Paris filled out for him in April, 2002, the feeling was mutual for some time.

There’s plenty of funny shit in this book Paris wrote to him. She seems to enjoy receiving oral sex, and mentions it several times. She also calls her girl parts her “weiner,” and says on the front and back inside covers of the book:

I miss everything about you even our little fights. I need you in my sight, in my arms, in my life, in my weiner You have no idea how happy you make me - cause I don’t think I could even describe it in words.

Paris was just 21 when she wrote that. Just like her card to Nick Carter, it seems like Jason never received this or it wouldn’t be among her things. There’s at least one half sentence, so it’s possible she decided against giving it to him or wanted to finish it and never did.

On one page the ParisExposed people noted in a caption that she obviously misunderstood a question. In response to “It drives me crazy when you…” she wrote “have photo shoots and go to acting class.” Maybe she didn’t want to make yet another oral sex reference.

Just when I started thinking Paris was sweet and a little sentimental I read her response to the question “The best thing about us is…” and was reminded of her all-consuming vanity:

We are the most beautiful couple in the world. We are perfect for each other + love each other more than any 2 people ever could or would.

In response to a question about how he makes her laugh, she writes you “make fun of people with me.”

Among these documents there are also two collages Paris made for Jason, and a love card she wrote him in which she inexplicably pasted a picture of a woman’s nose and wrote that it was “fuckin huge.” It’s possible it was her own nose, but it’s hard to tell. Like I said, I’m not publishing his tortured letters to her because it seems like a violation of his privacy. Unfortunately for Paris, she’s fair game by now.