Michelle Obama emerged as Hillary Clinton’s strongest advocate and surrogate during the election. Michelle’s speech at the DNC was widely considered one of the all-time great convention speeches, and Michelle’s speech about sexual harassment and male privilege in New Hampshire was widely regarded as one of the best speeches of the election cycle. Michelle’s advocacy for a Hillary Clinton presidency was visceral, moving and passionate. Following the election of an orange fascist, one of my first thoughts went to Michelle and how disappointed and devastated she must be. In the weeks that followed, Michelle offered no statement… until now. POTUS and FLOTUS appear on this week’s cover of People Magazine, and Michelle offers a glimpse into how she spent Election Night, and what she thinks now.

As many Americans waited into the wee hours of election night to find out who would be voted the nation’s next president, First Lady Michelle Obama says she was not among them. Instead, she was fast asleep in her White House bed. In a joint interview with President Barack Obama for this week’s PEOPLE cover story, the first lady breaks her silence on President-elect Donald Trump‘s stunning victory, and reveals why she didn’t stay up to see the results.

“I went to bed. I don’t like to watch the political discourse; I never have,” Obama tells PEOPLE, adding of her husband, “I barely did with him.”

The first lady was one of Democratic nominee Hillary Clinton‘s most powerful surrogates on the campaign trail, where she delivered passionate speeches about the dangers of electing Trump, being careful all the while to avoid mentioning him by name. Her now-famous mantra, “When they go low, we go high,” delivered at the Democratic National Convention in July, moved audiences and became an unofficial slogan for Clinton’s campaign.

“Anything that I felt about the election I said and I stand by,” the first lady says now, adding of her early election night, “Once you do what you can do, then the rest is easy. It was in the hands of the American people.”

Though the first lady stands by her campaign-trail criticisms of Trump, she, like her husband, is prepared to help the president-elect as he transitions to the White House.

“This is our democracy, and this is how it works,” she says. “We are ready to work with the next administration and make sure they are as successful as they can be. Because that’s what’s best for this country.”

[From People]

I understand perfectly why Pres. Obama is being so generous and conciliatory towards the president-elect, although I think Obama has more than enough room to say outright that the Trump administration is going to be disastrous for our country. I can feel Michelle’s sorrow and disgust in this interview – she wants to follow the tone her husband has set, but how can she? How can any of us? He’s an appalling man. He’s a tyrant, an autocrat, a fascist, a sexist, a racist and more. I wish Michelle would feel free to once again give voice to what we’re thinking, which is, “Buckle up, sisters, and fight back with everything you’ve got.”

Photos courtesy of Getty, cover courtesy of People Mag.