The Weeknd still uses drugs for writer’s block: ‘Drugs were a crutch for me’

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The Weeknd has another hit album on his hands with Starboy. His last album, Beauty Behind the Madness, was a huge success too, and now Starboy has debuted at #1 on Billboard for its first week of sales. What’s interesting about The Weeknd – real name Abel Tesfaye – is that he really doesn’t go a traditional route to promote his music. As in, he’s not doing tons of magazine interviews or music-industry press. He only did a handful of interviews for Beauty, and this Guardian interview is one of the few extensive sit-downs I’ve read with Abel so far. You can read the full Guardian piece here – a Guardian journalist traveled to Rotterdam to spend hours in Abel’s hotel room, listening to him talk sh-t about drugs, hair and music. Some highlights:

Being able to wear hats again after cutting off his dreads: “I think I felt a single tear come down my cheek.”

His height (he’s 5’7”): “Thinking about putting lifts in my sneakers… Guess I’ve been hanging out with too many supermodels.”

Whether he thinks his lyrics are misogynistic or callous: “Oh, for sure… The mind of a 19-year-old is very different from the mind of a 26-year-old. You grow. You get into better relationships. You experience more, meet more people, better people. But when you’re in a dark hole, at an earlier point in your life – you write about the mindset you’re in at that moment. I don’t think I’d ever apologise for music I make, no. But there are regrets in my life, of course. And you write about it.”

Whether he ever thought about going into therapy: “No. Definitely not. I think that’s more when you’re privileged, you know? Going to a therapist is not something you do when you’re growing up as a street kid in Toronto.” He wriggles in his seat. “Sorry, bro.”

His drug use: “When I had nothing to do but make music, it was very heavy. Drugs were a crutch for me. There were songs on my first record that were seven minutes long, rambling – whatever thoughts I was having when I was under the influence at the time. I can’t see myself doing that now…I’ll be completely honest with you. The past couple of albums, I do get back to that… Even on this new album. You have writer’s block. And sometimes you’re like, I can’t do this sober.” He recalls how, back in February, he decided to call off a summer tour in Europe to write the new record. “I cancelled it and something happened to my inspiration. I guess it was the weight on my shoulders. I’d cancelled a tour – a lot of money. I had these ideas, but I couldn’t put them on wax. If you were a psychologist, you’d probably tell me there was stress in my life, taking away from my work.” So what happened? “I had to get that little jump.” In the studio, out came the weed, the Hennessy, probably a few more things. “And the ball started rolling. And then I didn’t need it any more.” I ask if there’s a dark version of all of this, a version where at some point he’s not able not to turn to drugs. “Right now, I feel in control,” Tesfaye answers, frankly. “Where it takes me after, I don’t know.”

[From The Guardian]

I know The Weeknd has been accused of sexism or misogynoir, but from what I can tell… his lyrics are no better or worse than most of the younger male musical acts – the musical acts that aren’t trying to be straight-up pop music. Part of The Weeknd’s appeal is that while this album and the last album were billed as straight pop music, he’s still got that dirty edge he had when he was just making music for himself. I don’t know. I also take his point that how he felt about women when he was 19 isn’t the same as how he feels about them at 26. As for the drug stuff… I hope he keeps his eye on that. That’s another thing that should shift as a person gets older, where you don’t need drugs or alcohol to sleep/create/take the edge off. But it sounds like he still needs it. Ugh.

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  1. Lucy says:

    He must know how to do it in a way it doesn’t have a negative impact in his life…but yeah, I just hope he’s okay. I like his candor.

    • BearcatLawyer says:

      His drug use already has some very negative consequences when it comes to international travel. Non-U.S. citizens can be barred from entering the U.S. simply for admitting they have used drugs, even if no charges were ever filed or they were never formally convicted. Past drug use can also forever disqualify them from green cards. Other countries have similar laws. His admissions in interviews could very well come back to haunt him if and when he wishes to tour in support of his albums.

      • Alexis says:

        Yet Americans can buy as much alcohol and tobacco as they want. Oh and prescription drugs too.

      • BearcatLawyer says:

        Be that as it may, those items are legal in the U.S. (although there are sometimes limits on prescription drug sales). The Weeknd is admitting to using drugs which are not legal in the U.S. and which the Immigration and Nationality Act has specifically declared render a person inadmissible to the U.S. Other countries have similar rules for noncitizens. U.S. citizens who admit to using drugs or convicted of DWIs may very well find themselves barred from entering other countries. Former President George W. Bush famously had to get a waiver to travel to Canada for an official visit because he had a DWI in his past.

        As an aside, anyone who resides in North or South America is an American, not just U.S. citizens.

  2. kay says:

    i have taken to asking 10-14 year old girls if the music they like and listen to has nice words about women, or not nice words about women. i asked them to listen to the words, carefully, and maybe think about whether or not the not nice words are really the songs they want to sing along to.
    i honestly wish someone had done this when i was their age. sometimes i hear songs i used to love and i shudder to realize i was singing along to some horrible messages about myself and my sisters everywhere.
    while i am glad he recognizes that age brings different perspective, as my own musical tastes have indicated, i sure as hell wish we lived in a time where lyrics that are minimizing to women were not the norm and not celebrated and not money earners.

  3. MadHatter says:

    Well that doesn’t sound very healthy. At this point he wouldn’t even know the difference between using it for creativity and addiction,IMO.
    Not to mention all the people making money off of him would probably shut up and let the money roll in, allowing his drug use to go on.

  4. QQ says:

    Copying and pasting this for any and all discussions about “How can you like him”(besides me being grown and his music being quite a sexy mood when in the mood +wine+weed) “I know The Weeknd has been accused of sexism or misogynoir, but from what I can tell… his lyrics are no better or worse than most of the younger male musical acts – the musical acts that aren’t trying to be straight-up pop music. Part of The Weeknd’s appeal is that while this album and the last album were billed as straight pop music, he’s still got that dirty edge he had when he was just making music for himself. I don’t know. I also take his point that how he felt about women when he was 19 isn’t the same as how he feels about them at 26.

    Re: his flavor of poison….Uh Duh! Abel we got eyes and can see! ( this bloat) ….relatedly also This last cd I’m into only about half the tracks, he is soooo much more all over the place than the last… ( and I hated the last one, TBH) this a lil bit ( a LOT) gives credence that the mood/music in trilogy was more a product of his producer than he himself – blessedly less cameos … cause… Ed Sheeran?? I’m still not over THAT * goes back to bumping Trilogy and Kissland ONLY*

    Tangentially Musically, if like me you are into his early sound JMSN is for you ( he is also supersweet and actually texts and emails the fans) and STWO (who’s cd a Collab D.T.S.N.T is filled with absolute gems of artists everyone better catch before they blow up)

  5. ALP says:

    I just want to share how much I love his use of the archaic “put them on wax.”

  6. Alexis says:

    Well in the words of Bob Dylan, everyone needs to get their mind bent every once in awhile