Jahkara Smith: I’m 12 times more likely to die during childbirth in New York City

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I started following actress Jahkara Smith, 23, on Instagram a few months ago after seeing her on Hulu’s Into The Dark series in the Pure episode. (If you’re a horror fan that show is well worth watching.) She was so good on screen that I looked her up. On Friday I caught her on Instagram live and was mesmerized. She was talking about Black women giving birth in New York and the statistics around how deadly it is. I knew that Black women had much higher rates of dying in childbirth in hospitals but I didn’t realize how astronomically high it was or that in New York it was even worse. I had the chance to watch her entire video because she posted it on her stories and I’m a fan. Here’s what she said in that video:

She was in the Air Force
I was in the Air Force for four years. They’re racist. I was one girl among four in a squadron of men. It was like working in a f’ing frat house. The colorism alone. The number of times I heard ‘I don’t like Black girls but your color is fine.’ It’s racist and all of it has to go.

On how dangerous it is for Black women to give birth in New York
If I get pregnant and go to New York to have this baby, I am 12 times more likely to die in childbirth than a white woman. So all the white women watching this live right now, understand that if you and I go to the same hospital in New York to have our kids, I’m 12 times more likely to die. I won’t even get to meeting my f’ing kids because of medical bias. If you are not familiar with this, I encourage you to look at this, my white feminists specifically. The medical care system is killing black women…

12 times more likely. Do you know how f’ing terrifying that is for people who can’t afford to move out of New York City? Ask yourself what you’re doing to help advocate for those women. Ask yourself what organizations you’re donating to. Ask yourself what doula organizations you’re donating to.

The darker you are, the worse that it gets. The privilege that I have being lighter is unfounded. Even when they treat me like shit, they’re going to treat a darker woman ten times worse.

On racist young people going into the medical field
I don’t feel sorry for them. I don’t think that they should know better because if you are young. If you are 18 to 20 and you are still inherently racist and you still have slick shit to say at times like this than you have no business serving the general public. Black bodies make up the general public.

[From Instagram, Jahkara J. Smith]

I think often about how Serena Williams almost died with postpartum birth complications, even though she’s one of the richest and most famous women in the world. Serena told her story in Vogue in January 2018, where she described her history of blood clots and even then, medical professionals still didn’t immediately believe her when she was advocating for her own health. I’m a fan of Jahkara now, I like how clearly she explained the issue and that she’s trying to educate people. She started out as a beauty blogger on Youtube while she was in the Air Force, her handle was Sailor J, and she was profiled by the NY Times a couple of years ago. I’d really like to see more of her on screen.

Also, Jamie King gave her Instagram to her friend Krystina Arielle to tell the story about how she was dismissed and treated rudely at the hospital when she was pregnant and sick. I follow Krystina on Instagram and Twitter, I’ve DMed with her and she reads us. She’s had so many medical experiences like this, but thankfully her baby is happy and healthy.

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Hello all, it’s @krystinaarielle again. I want to discuss another issue within the Black community that needs immediate reform. The medical care that we receive. In January 2019, after battling infertility due to endometriosis I found out that I was pregnant. I was ecstatic. At one point in my pregnancy I got really sick. I was in so much pain that I went to the emergency room. When I got to the back the nurse laughed under her breath when I would mention that I was in pain and rolled her eyes. After waiting for another hour I told her “I understand that you are busy but I’m in pain and scared for my baby.” The nurse told me “Well we have ACTUAL sick people here. You aren’t sick you’re just pregnant.” She then gave me half a bag of an iv and sent me home. The next day I was so sick my husband drove me back. I ended up spending four days in the hospital because I had the flu. The flu is extremely dangerous when you’re pregnant and had I just listened to her instead of my body God only knows where I would be today. I continued my pregnancy and didn’t find out until my emergency c-section how high risk my pregnancy truly was. These are not the only stories that I have and certainly not the only ones that I’ve heard about the disparate treatment we face in hospitals. The disparity in care for Black women is astounding. It is a strongly held belief by some medical professionals that we can “take more pain” and have “thicker skin.” This mindset is not only wrong, it’s deadly. Black mothers die at a rate nearly three times that if their White counterparts. When Black women go to the hospital and day that we are in pain we are met with immediate doubt and concerns that we are “only here for pain medicine”. Well, yes we are. Because we are in pain. Hence the visit to the hospital. This is not just a phenomenon with Pregnant women, it is an insidious prejudice that endangers all Black women. To be doubted in your most vulnerable state because medical books say we have a higher pain tolerance is disheartening at best. If we want to battle systemic racism we can not just protest the police brutality, we have to combat all forms of it that lead to the deaths of Black people.

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  1. emmy says:

    I don’t live in the US and I’m white. I have seen some sh*t in hospitals and doctors offices through friends and family. I’ve fought with arrogant nurses, doctors, and personnel in a nursing home. If I try to extrapolate how that then looks for a black person and especially black women… I can’t imagine the dread every time they need medical care. Some doctors are truly great but especially older ones have no idea how to even act like humans.

  2. Eribra says:

    I am a nurse and was arguing with someone who is an “all lives matter” jerk about racism in the medical field. Her argument was “all women” are treated as less than and dismissed by medical personnel and its sexism not racism. I was bringing up some terrifying Google statistics about medical bias regarding racism in medical situations for both black men and women and she just would not get it. It was like banging my head against a brick wall.

    • Lizzieb says:

      @eribra. All women face medical sexism but woc have a double whammy of sexism and colourism. Thanks for mentioning it

  3. SarSte says:

    Maternal mortality and infant mortality rates are such an important statistics. How can you rattle on about equality in America if you cannot even be born with an equal chance of survival.

    • StormsMama says:

      This is such an important conversation!!!

      Maternal health statistics for black women in the US are just heart breaking. We need to do better.

      I love all the work Christy Turlington has done with every mother counts.
      I have my smile.amazon account set up to donate to Every Mother Counts.

  4. Ruby_Woo says:

    I came across her Sailor J YouTube vids and found them hilarious.

    Then my sister sent me an instagramme account of a white lady who was doing the exact same videos as Sailor J. I told my sister at the time that these vids were exact duplicates and it turned out the white instagrammer was copying her. When Sailor J called her out and asked why she was copying, the instagrammer just did not care and tried to flip it as some sort of compliment for ripping her off! Bizarre!

    I always thought she was super funny and had no idea that she was an actor – will check out her work.

    • Wasabi says:

      Awww, I remember her from her amazingly funny make up tutorials, as well. So happy to see her doing well for herself and good in the world.

    • osito says:

      Yes! I was just going to talk about Sailor J tutorials! She is/was hilarious, and I love her. She also left YouTube and moved over to Instagram as a protest of their shadow banning and de-monetizing the content of queer and trans makers. I think that she talked about it in a video. She also does pole dancing. I stan.

  5. Tanguerita says:

    She used to have an amazing youtube channel (it still exists, but is largely inactive) but quit in protest of how youtube treated trans people. Her “thoughts and prayers” makeup look-tutorial is still one of my favorite things ever https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JDkHmQEOkYo&feature=emb_title

  6. Jaxonmeh says:

    Jahkara Smith is definitely one to watch as an up and coming actress. I can’t wait to see what she does in Hollywood and am glad you’re covering her.

    I’ve been following her since her YouTube days when she was known as SailorJ and was thrilled when she started getting more visible acting roles. I do believe she ended up leaving YouTube altogether due to issues with how YouTube treats trans creators before she started getting a lot of recognition.

    If her videos are still up, they’re definitely a treat to watch but you may have already heard her audios from them since they’re used all over Instagram and TikTok and not known it.

    Also I still need to watch AMCs NOS4A2. But I definitely loved that Hulu movie she starred in. This girl is going places.

    Also I was in the USAF. So I have that one of my sisters did good for herself when she got out excitement about her too. And yeah. The military is old school establishment and there’s a lot of bullshit in there mixed with the good. I experienced sexism. Good god, it’s so persuasive. Every day seemed like a fight to be taken seriously. I’m white, so I didn’t experience racism although yeah its definitely there. Homophobia. Definitely. That said, I’ve seen a lot evolve for the better on all of that and more though during my time. But some of it depends on what your career path is on whether your day to day life is going to be harder. Some areas of the military are a lot harder to flush those attitudes out. But yeah, her experience…I believe it.

  7. PPP says:

    I remember reading this article about the black maternal mortality rate a while ago and found it really interesting, since it addresses all of the theories of why this is happening. One theory is wearing, the idea that just being a black woman in America is so taxing that it has an adverse effect on health and pregnancy:

    https://longreads.com/picks/nothing-protects-black-women-from-dying-in-pregnancy-and-childbirth/

  8. Lala11_7 says:

    The darker you are…the worst it is…the reason why I don’t have children is because like Serena…I am prone to blood clots…having almost died twice due to DVT after 2 miscarriages….the racism AND sexism that I have encountered in medicine…makes me NOT want to go to the doctor…and I had ANOTHER run in with that…which almost cost me my life LAST YEAR!

    • cerain says:

      I’m so sorry to hear this has happened to you. It’s wrong and the medical profession needs to take a good long look at itself. Stay safe and advocate for yourself – you are beloved and important!

  9. BL says:

    Omg I literally had no idea.. 12x more likely to die during childbirth in NYC?? That is effing disturbing.

  10. AMM says:

    I’ve loved her since I first saw her contouring video – “if men can find out we can shapeshift they will tell the church”.

    And I knew the numbers were higher, but I had no idea they were that high in NY. That’s despicable. I knew the rates were higher for finding breast cancer in late stages and for having more serious heart problems because Drs don’t take black womens health complaints as seriously as they take white womens, and they are less likely to get early intervention in a health crisis.

  11. osito says:

    I had a hard talk with my bestie (who is not black) about a year ago about why I’m scared to have (as in, physically birth) children in this country. She had *no idea* that black maternal mortality rates were so much higher than white maternal mortality rates, even though it was often in the news at the time because of Elizabeth Warren highlighting it as a part of her campaign messaging. I’m nearing an age where I have to make some serious decisions about whether or not I will put my life on the line, and it’s gut wrenching because I have always wanted to be a mother. But I am *really* scared.

    JS calling out youth who get expelled or dismissed from school over espousing racist ideology is spot on. We don’t need them to become doctors, nurses, therapists, lawyers, judges, detectives, CEOs, bankers, real estate agents, or whatever else if this is how they enter the system. I hate it when they post a pathetic apology with a plea to “not ruin their futures.” They were literally on the way to ruining countless futures until they got caught. Show me an apology, and I’ll show you the world of unlimited second chances that people get for showing their racism for what it is. It’s exhausting.

    • Original Jenns says:

      “ They were literally on the way to ruining countless futures until they got caught ”
      This this and this!!! Jahkara Smith is such a great talent, loved her YouTube videos, so funny and clever, and her editing was spot on. I hope she goes to the top. It annoys the hell out of me seeing her voice on TikTok and the original is not her but someone else who uploaded her voiceover. I try every time to mention in their comments that the real credit must go to Jahkara. I had no idea she was on Hulu, so I’m now looking up her Into The Dark episode to give her more credit.

  12. L4frimaire says:

    There was a use article on black maternal maternity in The NY Times, and even with the stats presented in the article, the comments were so hurtful and ignorant. Blaming the mother for being poor, or having experienced domestic violence. Even when presented with highly educated, high income black women having similar statistics, they still look for ways to blame the woman, not the system and the racial bias. Reading Serena)s story made me so angry. I am so grateful for the care I had during my high risk pregnancy where I was hospitalized 3 weeks prior to giving birth. I seriously feared never leaving that hospital, or losing my baby. I was aware of the statistics and knew I’d have to advocate more for myself, but seriously, was just lucky.

  13. clarice mcclellan says:

    She is on AMC’s N0S4A2 and is brilliant on that show. I’ve been a fan ever since I found her on YouTube. She’s amazing.