Lindsay Lohan and her big black-rimmed doe eyes are on the cover of this week’s Us Weekly, looking pitiful. Inside, the magazine promises to have the details of several emotional interviews with the actress, who recently split with Sam Ronson, her partner of over a year. Lindsay tells US that she’s going through “hell” after the breakup, that all her friends have turned on her, and that she’s “really hurt.”

In the newest issue of Us Weekly, Lindsay Lohan opens up about her heartbreaking split from Samantha Ronson, the “humiliating” weekend showdown with Ronson’s family, and says that friends’ fears she is suicidal are unfounded.

“It’s absolute hell,” Lohan told Us on Monday in a far-ranging interview over several lengthy phone calls and emails where she was both agitated, crying and baffled by the turn of events.

Ronson broke it off with her girlfriend of nearly two years last Friday, and hired five security guards to keep Lohan out of an afterparty for her sister Charlotte at the Chateau Marmont.

“The worst night of my life,” Lohan — who was staying directly one floor above the Ronsons with her mom Dina and sister Ali — tells Us.

The next day, Ronson changed the locks on the Hollywood Hills home she shared with Lohan. On Monday, Ronson’s mom and sister asked police about obtaining a restraining order against Lohan, Beverly Hills Sgt. Nutall confirms to Us.

“I’m not a bad person and this is what happens,” Lohan told Us through tears. “I was raised to treat people well, and I’m so tired of this drama.”

Lohan says she’s “so alone” without Ronson.

“Everyone’s turned on me,” says the actress. She tells the magazine that the night of the Chateau showdown, Nicole Richie walked by her and said “Uck,” and Drea De Matteo said, “Come at me, bitch.”

“I’m a f–king 22-year-old girl who’s in love,” she says. “I felt like I was in Mean Girls, but worse: Mean Girls was a movie.”

Sources tell the magazine Ronson had repeatedly tried to break up with Lohan over the past month, but each time, “Lindsay threatens to kill herself — she cares about her but wants out.”

Lohan laughs upon hearing that, saying she’s okay.

“I’m just really hurt!” she says. “The whole situation is sick.”

For more on Lohan — including what she has to say about her rumored affair with Chace Crawford, why friends think she should be institutionalized and just how broke she really is — pick up the new issue of Us Weekly, on stands Wednesday.

[From US Weekly]

If Lindsay Lohan is broke, she has no one to blame but herself. She didn’t have to lead a Hollywood lifestyle and waste tons of cash on expensive hotels, jewelry, and designer goods. You always see her shopping at the most exclusive stores and yet she continues to look like she just rolled out of bed. Surely she could achieve that hastily put together orange look at a much cheaper price. She can turn it around, though, if she curtails her spending and starts focusing on change.

Lohan isn’t doing herself any favors by blabbing to US Weekly about how hurt she is. She’s probably trying to air her feelings in an attempt to let Sam know how much she hurt her. It also sounds like she’s hoping that she’ll win her back. It’s not a good idea to let a recent ex know that you’re miserable and hurting, though, and she should have kept quiet about it. She’s also sabotaging the meager chances she has to act again by continuing to play out her personal problems in the media. It’s really sad to see how this young girl has squandered millions and ruined a promising career. That’s fitting that she brought up Mean Girls, because it could be the movie she’s always remembered for if she continues on this path.

Meanwhile RadarOnline reports that Lindsay was seen out at a club downing vodka straight from the bottle – with her mother sitting right there at the same table witnessing everything and not trying to stop her.

Thanks to coverawards for the US Weekly cover.